purpose

with persistence she presents and i want to unfold
empty out the chasm i'm holding in
because i want her to understand

but years of watching, wishing and wanting
trying, i have learned
tunnel vision, simplistic yet complex
hence i withold

i guess only marcy will know

when i say withold, its almost withdraw
but be nice, i'm reminded
it's not thier fault

we all want different things
and its best to stop trying to enlighten
the un-self-acutalizing un-ready

because it just makes you feel bad
angry and sad

so just go about your business
you know what you have to do

they want you
for their purpose
not willing to accept, or maybe they forget that
you have your own