let do this already

filial is the new word today
though i waited and expected
based on other words said
and i read what is going on with you my dear
words you write
sing through your fear

just a believer and a dreamer but not a doer so
but i'll try to make it slow

hanging on to what i think is all i've got
when sheds the agony
i got a lot

of gusto and life
don't worry we'll work through this strife

it's the loneliest thing i'll do
sadness and fear and dread its true
just from a few days of blue ocean stream
changing moods and structure
two steps back and still moving forward
i promise

you are and happiness ensues, i want it to
but paranoia and envy encapusulate venues

let do this already