a happiness still shines through

although i have to be quiet in the mid morning dawn
dew drops haven't fallen so soon

a light shines in my heart anew
somethings so long forgotten entere again

i know i was wrong before confused
written words that hurt plans unused

and i'm headstrong and driven and crazy things
when you slower slow slow down way down
still want this energy around

different speeds in life
but still feed each other things like dim-sum and egg-drop
mad like hell for the recognition or some performance
you didn't want to hear
perhaps
but when that door finally closed, and i let it slam behind me, still angry
willing to refuse to follow you, pester you

some things you have to let go
sometimes they come back to you, it's true
going forward is all you can ever do

and there are so few beings in this sphere
that understand me like you do
it was really painful in what is done at you
because who tries to compete, say they're better than you

but jealousy and control, people are not possessions
to be bought or kept in a box
individual entities with a path all their own
mind of thier own
separation always unsues

but if you keep it within you
know that peace is a part of you
and will always be with you
and that you always have the right to choose
a happiness still shines through