retrograde

it seems as though the matter is confused misconbobulated fiddle faddled mixed up and you'r just angry

that its not you with the wayward ways upset that you cannot accept because you want to be like me but maybe it's just not in you
and that should be ok.

i don't know if i'm just not getting old yet, or if its the way it will always be and if the former is true than should i be angry? and if the latter is true should i be scared? and if neither is true than who am i and what is really going on? should i sit down, sit still, and relax? that is not the way i imagined it, nor expected it to be. but maybe thats the natural course i want it to be.

wait until mercury goes strait into the veins
and then break out into an allergic reaction

if i'm still crossing this road, have i chosen the wrong path? or am i just waiting for the light to turn green?