ugly and angry

for several days now and only myself to blame

how are you going to live without all your comforts

i didn't own it before

own the dream, the desire the spirit fingers

4 months not 2 the day

so not wanting to come home

and dealing with the inadequacies that are placed by my mind

but the work that is taking place 

is that of strengthening and changing livid comfort patterns

that breed ugly and angry

i'm not labeling everything mine

that's just ridiculous

if you must live in the apocalypse house

or the calypso house

or the platinum house

it's the glamour house

with keys and key and keys and keys

that breed eternally pretty