sullenly

rock harder than you ever did
like in these ambien sex dreams
wishful thinking
trying to hold it all together

who cares what dr. seuss said
how can it possibly apply to your life when
you are constantly looking for approval

and in your glasses you study about sex
listening to Pink Floyd
toungue-tied and twisted
concerned about how you look
eating close to nothing

but the Saga continues, as it only can
because you are trying so hard
to maintain the harmony in your life
so you can fly, you work so hard to fly
because you believe one day you will

and because appearance is important
and your sucked in
when you feel this is right, on certain levels
but wrong when you've sullenly stopped living